A short summary of my life story

This is just a short not-very detailed summary of the main past and present wrongs and hindrances been/being done in my life. Alot of people judge us but they don't know our whole past and present situations, so I want to show people how things have been pretty hell bad most of my life due to many wrongs others have done or are doing to me, and it has much influenced the present.  What I want people to get from this is don't be so much all only blaming of the individual, you have to acknowledge the past and present external blames/faults/problems/difficulties have alot of effects and limit people alot.

I don't deny I have made some mistakes in my life which partly contributed to me ending up in this impossible hell on earth situation here and now, but many wrongs have been done to me and things have been bad since the day of my conception until this day, and things have generally got worse the closer to the present (2021), especially the last 4 and more years. I will prove this by giving a summary of my life story below.

The numbers in brackets are not ages but the number in the list of places lived at the end.

My parents split up before/at the time of my birth (0), and I never knew/met my full sister until form 1/2 (16/18) and my real father until my teen age years (20-22). My mother bottle fed me soy (2-3). One time my father came around and allegedly threw a milk bottle through the window and I was covered in glass (2). My mother said my step father used to abuse my sister upstairs and we could hear her screams downstairs (2). I was abused by my step father when a young child (2-3, 5). He used to hit me on the head/face (and he was a railways fitter who says he "could lift a couple/few times his weight"). According to my late mother via my foster mother one time we were at the park and my step father and me were in the toilet and my half-uncle went in and afterwards came out white faced and kept looking strangely at my mother as if wondering/thinking she knew something.  One time he was rough playing with me and they heard a crack and my arm was broken. One time my mother saw him hitting me in the private parts.  My sister was adopted out when I was young (2-3) and I got bulemia/anorexia (sicking up food), and one time Dr/GP stuck something up my backside, and I was in childrens ward (not included in timeline of shifts below). I was fostered out about age 7 (4), and a Dr later said I have early loss of attachment to mother (can't remember the name of the diagnosis). I went through half a dozen foster placements and shifts and primary schools, including a shift to Auckland during standard 4, form 1 and form 2, and had no continuity of family, schools, friends (4-33). My foster parents put me on a strange "blue bird" diet when in J3 or standard 1 (7). I had 4 mercury fillings put in in standard 1/2 which were not removed until 35 yrs old. I was sent to the mental health childrens clinic in Lower Hutt during the same foster placement (10). When I was young child I used to like the Germans not the Allies and like the Indians not the Cowboys. One time my foster parents told me off for letting the Germans win when playing with toy soldiers. I was prematurely exposed to adult info about "the birds and the bees" by foster father in standard 3 (12, 14). I was briefly put back with my mother and step father in standard 3 (or 1-2*) (13) but my step father again hit me on the face after my half brother got hurt playing, and I was again put back in foster care (14). The Picards (12, 14-16, 18, 20) foster parents shifted to Auckland with me during standard 4 and form 1 & 2, breaking my continuity of schools and friends etc. A bully on the bus caused me to first play truant in form 3/4 which truancy continued/revived in form 4-5. My foster mother tried to strange me once. I overheard swearing merely walking past some people in form 3 (age 13) at high school, and caught darn caught it against my will/wishes as if contageous. I ran away from the Picards after my foster father locked me in the wardrobe for an hour (because I had put the cat under the bed and forgot about it) and then when he let me out told me to go mow the lawns, and I was put in a Social Welfare home (21). The DSW home was not run very properly and I was the only child/teenager there alot of the time and I was too loose/wild. I was kicked out of my last foster parents (22). I was placed in a half way house (25) but ran away to Naenae (26) but the people at Naenae wouldn't take me (they called me a "con articst") and I was taken back to the halfway house (27), where someone punched me in the nose when I was sitting down and not even looking at him (causing bent nose troubles ever since) and had to shift out spending the night at Newtown Park (28), and then being invited to come back and stay in the shed (29). The mass unemployment at the time (caused by Rogernomics) contributed to me not being able to get into work/job/career in my late teens and twenties. I went flatting with two people I met at a CRC Church service but that turned out to be like a cult situation (30). I ended up back at my mothers (32) but had to leave and went back to my last foster parents (33) but was again kicked out. I've had troubles with noisy neighbours/neighbourhood  in many places I've lived and had to shift numerous times. I had trouble with loud humming power meter on other side of the wall in Totora Park (34). In Trentham (36) I had trouble with regularly loud stereos most days and was kicked out because of my reactions. Some places (37, 40) I was kicked out because of allegedly not socialising or being part of the family, despite that they didn't tell me or encourage me (which possibly is evidence of slight autism, though more likely just because of all my past negative experiences). When I was in a bedsit in Petone (41) someone put a fly in the hot water jug and I got typhoid like symptoms and had extremem stomach pains and barely survived. In Fairfield (42) I got kicked out because of my reactions to noise and vibrrations of kidney dialisis machine through the wall (as well as stereos). That place would have been alright if it wasn't for the stereos and dialisis machine and lack of privacy. I went to stay with my mother (43) but she kicked me out after an argument after she left the stereo on when she went out and I turned it off. At Pilmuir House (45) I had trouble with a loud stereo through the wall every afternoon and had to shift. In Petone (46) I had a neighbours souped up car reving up all afternoon every day for the whole year I was there for, and I was kicked out because other neighbour complained about my reactions (despite they said oh we just have to put up with the car reving up all the time). Sometimes the same neighbours would have loud parties, and one time they came over had treid to strangle me after I threw something over the fence. At that place I also had trouble with the soap factory humming all night every night except christmas day. In Masterton (47) I had small aeroplanes flying at minimum height over and around my rented house al day every day, and helicopters clocking up their thousand hours flying time half the night until 12 am (except the nights when I blacked out the windows, proving they did it on purpose) all the 7 years I was there for. And the cars used to whoosh loud along the road all day every day, and there was hardly any privacy, and the tip there was open all day every day except christmas. Also in Masterton the lawn mower man once poured Round Up all around my water bore vent. Here in Ebdentown St (48) I've had numerous troubles with neighbours etc for 13 years. The neighbours dog barking all day every day the first few years I was here for until it died; I've had neighbour stomping loud on bare wooden floors all day everyday for 13 years though not as bad in the last few years; I've had dozens of lawn mowers coming at unpredicatable times for days on end every couple/few weeks for 13 years; I've has this constant ringing sound which can't be blocked out going all day every day for 4 years now. A number of times the neighbours drains people blasted up sewage through my toilet all over the bathroom wall. The neighbours cut down all the trees between the driveways without permission or notice taking away all the privacy coming and going (and again later when a bush had grown up there giving me some orivacy again), and then thet stopped me getting a fence in exactly the same place because of uncertain boundary. A virus attack from virus on forum or in adverts or from a member sending me a virus through a PM causing hell trouble. For ages they purposely blocked captchas from loading on dialup until I had to "upgrade" to wireless. I've also lost much time and effort and data etc due to troubles with smartmeters and forced changed to Windows 7/8/10 and broadband. The meter readers have stuffed me around ever since the first roll out, and a meter reader picked my door lock I then locksmths refuse to fix my locks and I was a prisoner here for 2 years. The the police constable who I let in my flat in good faith called the mental health on me behind my back and when the mental health people came around here the Dr unfairly sectioned me when I said I had many wrongs been/being done to me, and I suffered over 17 months of mental health adding extra troubles and burdens to me and not fixing anything like the ringing sound (and my record and reputation is still soiled because I never got to answer the untrue/unfair claims). I had a psychaitrist write outright lies in a report and yet she got away with it despite that she had signed a statement saying she knew it was against the law if she wrote anything untrue. I've had numerous plumbers and trades people and Acoustic consultants and others refuse to cooperate to confirm and fix the source of this ringing sound. I've been stuck here for the last number of years because I can't afford to shift because the housing crisis and excessively expensive prices/rents and the 20 percent deposit rule. And the above are only some highlights, there are numerous other wrongs which would take pages to list and hours effort to write. I've hardly had any positive human contact 24/7 most days and weeks for the last 1-2 decades. I also suffer the fluoridation worse than everyone else because due to my situation I have to eat a high grains diet which means a higher water intake than most people, plus others don't have studies being hindered like I do and aren't always-been-single in late 40s like I am.
Some groups and forums unfairly banned/disqualified me. Also in the last 4 and more years many of my hard work studies and discoveries have been purposely ignored and refused credit.
I lost 15 years of studies notes in a crisis caused by heavy metals in dusty tap water from water sitting in tap fittings and pipes (because the Council and others never told us we are supposed to flush/run the water for seconds/minute before using).
My sister committed suicide in 2007.
My mother died of cancer in late 2020. She had no contact tha last 2 years after a mistake I made, and when she died she did me wrong telling the family not to let me know she died. Found out she (my mother) had spread bad claims about me that she was "afraid" of me "what I might do" etc.
My half brother unfairly over harshly cut me off a few years ago.
My paternal uncle was murdered in the West Coast some years ago.
Being stuck in Upper Hutt has been a major negative in my life because Upper Hutt is so small population and large area, and is so isolated/far from Wellington.
Many "christians" and "friends" and "family" have cut me off for "negative" emails.
I lost 1-3 months from tenants in flats next door with a stereo going loud every afternoon/evening (Oxygen landlord agents took 3 months to evict them). I lost 1-3 months from roadworks with them putting in fibre optics broadband here. I lost 2 months when the neighbours and painter refused to have any consideration for me when these flats were repainted. I lost 2 months from the front flat doing noisy renovations. They were building houses out back for about 3 years due to John Key's housing crisis building houses policy. Gushing sounds everytime one of the other 4 flats use the water, and one neighbour kept making the pipes bang at night for some years. People letting off fireworks on days/weeks/months other than Guy Fawkes day. Numerous other wrongs here too.

(About 4 years ago I made a discovery that the Popes list is a fake and really matches the Roman emperors list. I made a mistake of exposing them and subsequently I have had some persecution/threats from people who seem to all be related to Rome. (I found out that Rome secretly rules the world, just like Revelation says that "Babylon"/Rome overseas global free trade etc.) A popish forum poster said to me "you will be assimilated" with a picture of borgs. He also said "don't drink the cool-aid" (subtly referring to fluoridated water), and also said "watch your pastor as the Vatican sent Jesuits out as fake pastors to many churches". One time they sent a ham luncheon with a sutble threat "Mary Tough" on it with my shopping delivery after I had posted a comment in a forum. Imagine the psychological effect on me.)

I can add that my birth father has also suffered numerous wrongs since I first met him and the Rogernomics changes of the 80s.
My father's father broke a strike (because he had agreed to work to pay for his fare to NZ) and the family was run out of town by the Unionists which stress/strain broke up the marriage, effecting my father's life and thus later my life too.
Numerous places he had to shift because of inconsiderate very noisy neighbours.
My father came up with "Absolutely Positively Wellington" slogan and the Council or wheover passed it to them stole it and he never got a cent or consultancy fee or anything. (He said he wrote it on the back of a check to the council.)
My father was even cheated by a lawyer out of a house his friend was going to bequest him. The place he was renting until last year was sold and he had to shift out. All the agencies messed him around and only tlked words and nothing happened and my father had to no where to go and had to sell all his 2000 books and had leave almost all  his stuff behind and has had to be staying at a friends in Khandallah ever since.
My father also got cancer around 2020. He told doctors/hospital something was wrong but they didn't believe him and when they finally diagnosed it sometime later it was worse than it would have been had they listened to him earlier, but they just said it was "bad luck".

My mother's mother had an affair with a WW2 Italian POW in Nottingham in 1946, and my mother's commonly assumed father and mother shifted from UK to NZ "to get away from the Itlaian" when my mother was a young child. We have no first or last name of the Italian, plus I've encountered unfair excessive privacy blocks, so I am not able to find out who my real grandfather and that whole line of my family tree are. My christian half uncles and aunt etc were not very willing to help because of the "scandal". My mother destroyed the genetic samples from her and from my commonly assumed grandfather after a mistake I made upsetting her when she was getting over cancer, and so I can't prove for sure who my real grandfather is.
When my commonly assumed grandfather died the half uncles hoarded most of the heritage and I got nothing except a pair of shoes. When my mother died I got nothing, not even the picture with my name on the back, and besides which she had spent all the inheritance by going to stay in the UK for a few years. (Not that I am a money grubber of anything, but I never even got any books or anything.) Sometime before he died when I visted him he said how little my half-uncles etc had contact or seemed to care.

The only reason I give this is to prove to people that it is not all or mostly my fault but is mostly the fault of numerous wrongs been/being done to me from birth to now. I am sick of everyone always claiming its all my genetic or choice/will fault and excusing others faults.
I am not asking to be treated with great favour. I am merely asking to stop this constant ringing sound from neighbours and one or two other wrongs like the forced fluoridation.

List of places lived and shifts.
0. St Helens hospital, Newtown, 1973.
1. With mother, 71 Epuni Street, Aro Valley, Wellington
2. With mother & step father, 35 Roberts Street, Linden, Tawa.
3. Mother & step father Coutts, 62 Frederick Street, Wainuiomata, J1-J2/J3 (Wainuiomata Kindy, Glendale Primary).
4. Open Home home/house, Sailsburys, Ngaumatau Rd, Point Howard, Eastbourne.
5. Briefly put back with mother & step father, Frederick Street, Wainuiomata.
6. Open Home home/house, Salisburys, Ngaumatau Rd, Point Howard, Eastbourne.
7. Foster parents, Bunny & Mike, Waterloo Road, Lower Hutt, (Eastern Hutt Primary)
8. Foster parents, Bunny & Dirk, Moa St? Alicetown, Lower Hutt.
9. Open Home home/house, Salisburys, Ngaumatau Rd, Point Howard, Eastbourne.
10. Foster placement with Reedys, 7 Wisteria Grove, Maungaraki, standard 1-2, 1981-1982 (Normandale Primary, Petone Baptist).
11. Open Home placement with Burns? in Khandallah for some weeks, Std 2 (Kashmere Ave Primary).
12. Foster parents Picards, 21 Omaha Grove, Totora Park, Upper Hutt, standard 3 (Oxford Cres Primary).
13. Briefly back with mother & step father, Kowahi Street, Lower Hutt, standard 3 (Rata St Primary). *
14. Foster parents Picards, 21 Omaha Grove, Totora Park, Upper Hutt, standard 3 (Oxford Cres Primary, UH Christian Fellowship).
15. Foster parents Picards, flat in Morningside, Mt Albert area, standard 4.
16. Foster parents, 18 Steadman Place, Avondale, Auckland, standard 4 to form 2, 1985-1986 (Avondale Intermediate, Valley Rd Baptist)
17. Ran away, got as far as ....
18. Foster parents Picards, 18 Steadman Place, Avondale, Auckland, form 1-2, (Avondale Intermediate, Valley Rd Baptist).
19. Social Welfare home/house, George & Mary, 24 McLauren St, Blockhouse Bay, Auckland, form 2 (Avondale Intermediate).
20. Foster placement, Picards, 11 Sundew Grove, Timberlea, form 3 (Heretaunga College).
21. Social Welfare home/house, Hammonds, 752 Fergusson Drive, Upper Hutt, form 4, 14 years old (Heretaunga College).
22. 1st time at last foster parents Fairbrothers, 16 Maymorn Rd, Te Marua, Upper Hutt, 15-16 yo, form 5, ca 1989 (Heretaugna College, Avalon Apostolic).
23. Briefly put in social welfare home/house, 119 Naenae Rd, Naenae, 16 yo, ca 1989.
24. Social worker tried to leave me at my father's in Khandallah but he said he wasn't able to have me.
25. Halfway house, 9 Vogel St, Mt Victoria, Wellington, 16 yo, ca 1989.
26. Ran away to Naenae, but they refused to take me.
27. Halfway house, 9 Vogel St, Mt Victoria, Wellington, ca 1989.
28. Stayed night in Newtown Park.
29. Shed at halfway house, Vogel St, Mt Victoria, Wellington (CRC).
30. Flatting with Stephen P & Jeff A, 2/184 Hanson St, Newtown, Wellington, 16 yo, ca 1989-1990 (CRC, "Adullam Fellowship").
31. Briefly stayed with Clarks in Rangiora.
32. Stayed at mother's, 2 Kowhai Street, Naenae, 16-17 yo, ca 1990 (Naenae College, form 5 2nd time).
33. Last foster parents Fairbrothers 2nd time, 16 Maymorn Rd, Te Marua, Upper Hutt, 17-18, ca 1990-1991 (Naenae College 5th form 2nd time, then Heretaunga College 6th form cert 7th form form class, Avalon Apostolic).
34. Boarding with B Thompson in 38 California Drive, Totora Park, Upper Hutt, 17-18, ca 1991 (Heretaunga College).
35. Staying with sister Wendy O, 5/7 Lewisville Tce, Thorndon, Wellington, 18 yo, ca 1991 (Heretaunga College?)
36. Granny flat in 30 Rimutaka Street, Trentham, Upper Hutt, 18 yo, ca 1991-1992 (Blairs?)
37. Boarding with Rigarlsford? in 77 Gillespies Rd, Birchville/Akatarua, Upper Hutt, 18 yo, ca 1992, (Naenae College?)
38. Staying with friend Jan and mother van Prague, 193 Naenae Rd, Naenae, 18-19 yo, ca 1992 (Naenae College).
39. Brief stay with Roderick P, Wainui, 19 yo, ca 1992.
40. Boarding with Ravlas, 108 Britomart St, Berhamphore, Wellington
41. Bedsit, 16 Campbell Terrace, Petone, (landlord Pacholik).
42. Housing corp NZ place, 13 C Rumgay Street, Fairfield, White Line East, Lower Hutt, 1993-1994.
43. Mother's, 2 Kowhai Street, Naenae.
44. Stayed night with friend Kerry B after mother kicked me out, Petone.
45. Room in top floor, Pilmuir House, Lower Hutt.
46. Bach, 17 C East Street, Petone, 1 yr, (landlord "Chiba"? briefly adult student Hutt Valley High)
47. Rental, 1 Nursery Road, Masterton, 7 yrs, 1995-2002/2003 (landlord Lambe).
48. Corporate body company share flat, 4/17 Ebdentown Street, Kowhai Flats, Upper Hutt 5018, 13 years, 2003-2021, (others Martin Waters, Kevin Blanche, Faye Warbrick).

* In my memory this brief return to mother's was during Picard's foster placement (standard 3), but according to DSW paper once given to me (which I no longer have) it was during Reedys foster placement (standard 1-2).